https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/ Karma Police - Dreamwidth Studios Thu, 01 Aug 2013 16:25:45 GMT LiveJournal / Dreamwidth Studios bevjunior personal https://v2.dreamwidth.org/11249130/666178 https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/ 100 100 https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11695.html Thu, 01 Aug 2013 16:25:45 GMT https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11695.html Fucking everyone in my writer's group hated the title Anonymity in the Modern Age. But then they don't know where the book is going - and I don't either - I knew where it used to go, and I always thought the title fit, but then I realize I changed it to Unnamed because AITMA didn't fit, and NOW of course there has been a best-seller called Unnamed in the past three years so the next iteration of the book can't really be Unnamed, so ... ANYWAY<br /><br />I got fucking wasted before, during, and especially after my writer's group workshop last night. I feel like death on a fucking stick today. FUCK. I can't stop saying fuck.<br /><br />Loudly.<br /><br />ETA ETA ETA Ogden based on Ferguson is the official most popular character in the piece. I'm rewriting him in first person an I guess it's working. Conversely, no one cares if my analogue, Paul, goes away. Funny that.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bevjunior&ditemid=11695" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11695.html nervous breakdowns are the bestest aitma anonymity in the modern age public 0 https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11446.html Thu, 01 Aug 2013 16:11:49 GMT https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11446.html Since I'm taking the year off to be a student, I figure I should have some goals.<br /><br />So I do. It's just general sort of wellness/creativity goals, but it's good to have them.<br /><br />I want to be sober more often for longer stretches of time.<br />I want to finish The Commander Dances, Anonymity in the Modern Age, AND Elegant BattleFace Teenagers.<br />I want to stop looking pregnant.<br />I want my lungs to stop rattling all the time.<br />I want to get a book deal.<br />I want to work on a film.<br />I want to go on dates with potential instead of sleeping with the same old suspects.<br />I want to devote more time to writing short fiction.<br />I want to get enough short fiction published to be eligible for the NEA grant.<br /><br />...<br /><br />I want to find someplace to live forever. I want to find someone to live with forever.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bevjunior&ditemid=11446" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments https://bevjunior.dreamwidth.org/11446.html nervous breakdowns are the bestest aitma debt secrets maybe anonymity in the modern age loneliness public 0